Day one off meds

I feel better than Ive felt in weeks. Sobriety and no nasty pharmaceuticals Fucking with my brain chemistry and how it wants to produce its neurotransmitters. Ive been curious for a long while who I am underneath.  Not just underneath the chemicals I was choosing to recreationally use to feel anything but how I felt, but the drugs the doctors have told me Ive needed to ever live a normal life. What is normal anyway?!  I figured now is as good as time as ever to clean out my body of everything and submerge myself into my higher power, whatever that may be, (I still have yet to discover). One day, one step at a time.